My thoughts 5
Well i’ve been thinking about taking a holiday when summer comes around as I’ve been saving all the money I earn, but the truth is there isn’t anywhere I want to go and if I did go somewhere I would be just alone as I am now.
Summer, my birthday, christmas and the weekends are the worst cause all I do is hope someone wants to say hello to me but when that happens I will either just bury myself in work or just burst into tears.
I wish someone would call me and talk to me no! and likes talking to me, cause it hard being alone and not really being liked.
My thoughts 4
Oh it’s a Saturday night 9pm and I’m about to go to sleep :/ god that’s a new low.
Well I don’t really have anyone to talk to so I’ve been talking to myself……. I and god I have thought that freak myself out which is worrying, one of my main thoughts is that if I make it through this year there won’t be much of me left and I’ll be even more alone then ever.
On a slightly different note god house of cards on Netflix is damn intense :-/ but damn good watch.
My Thoughts Three
Why do I own a mobile phone? none ever calls me or texts me, isn’t that the point of a phone? to keep in contact with people?. Well i use mine mainly for music, I know I can try talking to people but I’m afraid too. My main fear is that I’ll end up annoying them or they’ll work out that i’m a utter mess, that’s why if you ever met me in real life I barely say anything.
My Thoughts, Two
Well today is my birthday and well today been pretty and got into a fight with my parents as they don’t understand that I hate my birthday, my dad not asking my permission to take and even use my bus pass, losing my car keys but I did find them though and then while I was driving my parents off to somewhere my dad is a messed up wing mirror while I was driving :/ so it became unusable.
Also (i know I’ve just said I hate my birthday) so far none has said happy birthday not even text message me which is really upsetting, it would really nice that someone happy that I’m here.
I guess it cause I’m a awful person and it’s all my fault that none likes me or even stand to around me.
I hope I don’t have another birthday.
I’m sorry if I haven’t explain myself too well
My Thoughts, One
I don’t know how much longer I can last for everything is getting more and more difficult, I just can’t see a way out and to a point I hope I don’t see this year out
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Well I’ve finally started my update on this after many many many weeks of saying that I will, I’ll try and post more often
That awful moment when you learn that this wasn’t scripted. That Will Smith’s character was actually supposed to brush off the whole thing, but Will’s father actually had left him when he was younger and he just fell apart on the set and the hug at the end was from one actor to another, not one character to another.I’m crying
urmmm Actually, Will Smith’s dad never left him. His parents separated when he was thirteen and then didn’t get divorced until like twenty years later. I can even quote an article: “Smith says his father, Willard, who with wife Caroline raised the actor and his three siblings in West Philadelphia, inspires him to be an involved dad. “I look at my father and how he was able to keep four kids fed and clothed and still managed to find time to spend with us,” says Smith”
So yeah. This is acting…..
This is how my mind works
- Sister: Well if I died tomorrow you'll have something to remember me by.
- Mum: no don't say that
- Me: <my mind saying: no it will be me that goes first>
Anonymous asked: Can we get a picture of you? :D
Hi Anon sorry I didn’t answer this faster but been busy with work also who is this ‘we’ you speak of?? O.o, well asked for a photo and here you get one…… just add 20 odd years on to it and you have me. God I was a cute kid ……… wtf went wrong :-/ <cries>
Anonymous asked: Here's your second anon question... Not the same person, just so you know. Do you want to become a professional photographer?
I like the idea of that but I only take photo (bad one’s that is) to make up for my lack of ability to draw, sing, write… you know anything that is remotely creative
